Wake up, nobody’s working to pay you.

I never knew what I was gonna be
Somebody saw what I couldn’t see
And lifted me up now
I never thought I could be worthy of
Loving under the sky above
Don’t let the wonderful
Why does everybody have to fit in
You should feel comfortable in the skin
Does that mean I am the

Souvenir of sadness
Method to the madness
Hands up if you feel this
Anyone who has this…

Stand up! Nobody’s dyin’ to save you
Speak up! Nobody’s waiting to see you
Wake up! Nobody’s working to pay you
Let me make it clear you have this
Back then, nobody knew in the school yard
Now then! You have grown up to be this hard
Go then! Walk on this world with your heart scarred
You’re the souvenir of sadness

They never knew what I was gonna say
Punch me and kick me and run away
You know who you are so
Now look at me what do you have to say
Never give up for you anyway
You know who you are so
Now look at me what do you have to say
Never give up for you anyway
Happy childhood back-lash

Souvenir of sadness
Method to the madness
Hands up if you feel this
Anyone who has this…

Stand up! Nobody’s dyin’ to save you
Speak up! Nobody’s waiting to see you
Wake up! Nobody’s working to pay you
Let me make it clear you have this
Back then, nobody knew in the school yard
Now then! You have grown up to be this hard
Go then! Walk on this world with your heart scarred
You’re the souvenir of sadness

Annonser

Outside I have to lie; ”I’m ok”

Counting on me
Always hoping I’ll be
There for all of your problems
In turn you’re never there for me
You suck the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can’t take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

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Deep Inside, it can hide
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Should I feel regret?

I’m facing the light
But fading to black
I’m offering peace
As I’m stabbed in the back

Yet I’m feeling ignored
My house is made up steel
With paper for doors

I’ve tried to hate you
But feel regret
I’m most uncertain
I’ve lost the bet
I’m waiting to watch it
I’m waiting to see
Is this my overture or obituary?

Yet I’m feeling ignored
My house is made up steel
With paper for doors

I’ve tried to hate you
But feel regret
I’m most uncertain
I’ve lost the bet
I’m waiting to watch it
I’m waiting to see
Is this my overture or obituary?

Or obituary?
Or obituary?

I tried not to choke you
But now you’re dead
I’m most uncertain
Should I feel regret

I’ve tried to hate you
But feel regret
I’m most uncertain
I’ve lost the bet
I’m waiting to watch it
I’m waiting to see
Is this my overture or obituary?

Is this my overture or obituary?
I tried not to choke you!
Is this my overture or obituary?

All my life has been taken.

Och du tror att ingen ser.
Att ingen märker.
Att ingen upptäcker att du knappt kan stå rakt eller prata utan att sluddra.

Let me see
All my life has been taken
This demon haunts me
They’re waiting, help me

You fuck me up
I’m gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I can not live without them
I do not live without them

Hey, daddy
They are taking me away
Biting
Facing him
What soul?
My soul
They’re eating
Please help me

You fuck me up
I’m gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I can not live without them
I do not live without them

They tell me this thing inside of me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I’m trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
But I just never listen.

You fuck me up
I’m gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I can not live without them
I do not live without them

You fuck me up
I’m gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I can not live without them
I do not live without them

Hey daddy
Hey daddy
Waiting
Hey daddy
Waiting

I made it through, I made today.

Smoke another cigarette
It kills the pain
That’s all that’s left
Of me anymore

Choke on all of my regrets
Feeling the strain in every breath
Stumble as I crawl

Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade

Like a crutch you carry me
Without restraint
Back to a place
Where I am not alone

I’m a man whose tragedies
Have been replaced
With memories
Tattooed upon my soul

Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade

You said time to tear down the walls
You know not everything’s your fault
But in a way
Our mistakes have brought us here today
You say just look how far you’ve come
Despite all those things you’ve done
You’ll always be the one to catch me when I

Fall
Into you
And I fade away
I fall
Into you
And I fade

Say goodbye to yesterday (Say goodbye to yesterday)
I made it through
I made today
Despite what I was told
You were there to rescue me (You were there to rescue me)
You shine your light so I could see

Then I fall
Into you
And I fade away
I fall
Into you
And I fade

I fall
Into you
And I fade away
I fall
Into you
And I fade

And the tears fall like rain, down my face again.

And the tears fall like rain, down my face again
Oh, the words you wouldn’t say
And the games you played with my unfoolish heart
Oh, I should have known this from the start

Oh, the winter and spring
Going hand in hand just like my love and pain
How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein
This brand new skin stretched across scarred terrain

Said, I don’t wanna be let down
I don’t wanna live that life again
Don’t wanna be led down the same old road
Said, I don’t wanna be let down
I don’t wanna live my lies again
Don’t wanna be led down the same old road

All those years down the drain
Love was not enough when you want everything
What I gave to you, and now the end would start
Oh, I should’ve listened to my heart

‘Cause I don’t wanna be let down
I don’t wanna live that life again
Don’t wanna be led down the same old road
Said, I don’t wanna be let down
I don’t wanna live my lies again
Don’t wanna be led down the same old road

Oh…

‘Cause I don’t wanna be let down
I don’t wanna live that life again
Don’t wanna be led down the same old road
Said, I don’t wanna be let down
I don’t wanna live my lies again
Don’t wanna be led down the same old road

Throw your hate at me, if you like.

Anger inside
Builds within
My body
Why you hit me?
What have I done?
You taunted me

Scream at me again
If you like
Throw your hate at me
With all your might
Hit me cuz I’m strange
Hit me
Tell me I’m a pussy
And you’re harder than me
What’s with you, boy?
Think hard
A tattooed body to
Hide who you are
Scared to be honest
Be yourself
A cowardly man

I don’t run around
Trying to be
What’s not within me
Look into my eyes
I am free
You’re just a wannabe

Scream at me again
If you like
Throw your hate at me
With all your might
Hit me cuz I’m strange
Hit me
Tell me I’m a pussy
And you’re harder than me
What’s with you, boy?
Think hard
A tattooed body to
Hide who you are
Scared to be honest
Be yourself
A cowardly man

To come out

Hit me, clown
Because I’m not from your town
Now, hit me clown

Hit me, clown
Because I’m not from your town
Now, hit me clown

Hit me, clown
Because I’m not from your town
Now, hit me clown

Hit me, clown
Because I’m not from your town
Now, hit me clown

Clown, you ain’t shit
Turn around
Get your face split

Clown you ain’t shit
Turn around
Get your face split

Clown, you ain’t shit
Turn around
Get your face split

Clown you ain’t shit
Turn around
Get your face split

Turn if you like

Throw your hate at me
With all your might
Hit me cuz I’m strange
Hit me
Tell me I’m a pussy
And you’re harder than me
What’s with you, boy?
Think hard
A tattooed body to
Hide who you are
Scared to be honest
Be yourself
A cowardly man

I’m just too fucking little
I’m just too fucking little
I’m just too fucking little
I’m just too fucking little
I’m just a fucking little
I’m just a fucking little
I’m just a fucking little